Never been kissed

That's right! You got it! No joke! I'm 21 years old and I've never been kissed. I was involved with a girl for two years (ending about 8 months ago) and actually fell in love with her...and no kiss. Why exactly? I don't believe any answer will impress the readers of this post, but here's a tidbit. For one, my girlfriend and I viewed kissing as very special (not sacred mind you...but meaningful). Two, at the beginning she asked me not to kiss her (and I could honestly tell that her parents didn't want me too either. They are REALLY strict with dating). So although later in the relationship she asked me to kiss her, I declined based on the two notions previously mentioned. I didn't want her to give away something she viewed as really special merely because she was caught up in a moment. Of course, put a LITTLE "extreme" to that edge of our view upon kissing and then you got the whole picture.

Have I been frowned at for this? YES! Have I been looked down upon for this? All the time! Am I a loser for not kissing my first girlfriend in whom I fell in love with? Probably! Do I view kissing as A REALLY BIG DEAL? NOO!!! But naturally, because of my story, my issue of never been kissed makes it seem like a big deal. Perhaps I am a freak and quite odd for having the views I do *shrugs*.

I must admit that I bring this up because its a little frustrating whenever someone asks me the question, it somehow is made into a huge ordeal. So what if I agree with some of Joshua Harris' ideals. So I'm sort of a radical. But in many ways I am not.

*BIG KISS* (towards any girl who is reading this) So there!!!! Now my cyber lips are no longer a virgin! One step closer to the real deal! SO HA!!! *shakes his head* LOL I am pathetic!